The main character is a 60-year-old Steve, steeped in depression and not going beyond his gloomy and untidy house. Steve spends his days diving into alcoholic oblivion and wandering through the dark nooks of his memory. He is transferred to the sixties and recalls his childhood, filled with scandals of parents. The memories of the 80s are related to his wife Karen. Increasingly, unpleasant episodes are emerging in his memory, folding into the path that led Steve to the edge. “I am not here” - a psychological drama with JK Simmons about past mistakes that poison the present.